I have decided that if I ever want my past (such as it is) to stop haunting me, I'd better get off my ass and write something. Preferably fanfic, but anything will do, really.

I'm thinking I ought to write Sephiroth fic, if only for my computer's sake. Seph/Zack shennanigans would be good, I think...we shall see. Because if it isn't that, it'll probably be Vagrant Story angst, written to OLP on repeat.

Something new, something bright, something honeysuckle-scented for summer- something to keep me from eating lightbulbs and gnawing off my own hands.

Something to- just maybe- put me where I've always wanted to be.